Haizzzzzz

Hi dear readers~~~~ (If thr is any lar~~ LoL)

so freaking sianz wif my duty roster liao~ if thr is amendment on roster sure my roster wil chg one~ walao e (insert swear word here) y muz always chg mine one la~ (insert swear word here) wat wil u feel if i keep chg-ing urs ar??? is FREAKING ANNOYING hor!!!!!

ok lar dat's all for tis posting~ no mood to prolong it anymore~

Where is my Life's Joyness???

Hi dear readers (if thr is any lar~~~ LoL)

Really long time din post liao huh~ not really la juz 2 weeks nia~ haiyo recently busy wif workings~ haiz, really worn me out~ all my life's joyness now oredi chg to work enjoyment~ partly happy n partly sad la~ happy is i'm really enjoy working thr n able to get well wif staffs over thr~ i think lar~~~~~

Sad thing is haiz since start working all my life's joyness start to leaving me far far away~ no no frenz gathering no no sing K session~ no no movie session wif pals~ n no no yum cha wif pals~~~ sianz sia~~~ everyday work~ eat~ sleep~ keep on repeating~ mana ade masa untuk rehat sia~

tis is bcoz de duty roster really SUCKS! kns punye roster c oso sianz~ totally lock most of my free time for resting~ nb~ can imagine work for 9 days straight oni off for 1 day? nb whr got tis kind of rules~~!!!! replace off day oso put 2 days la~ kns~ work 9 days oni off 1 day whr got enuff rest~ sianzzzzzzzzz anyway at least i enjoy my work very much which enuff to compensate my sadness over working extra days~ n meet lotsa of cr4zy staff thr~ counted as another fortunate for me too~

sianz lar~~~~~ really hopes for better duty roster for coming months~
Anyway life's stil goes on~~~ Gambateh!!!

ok buibui readers~ c u all other time~ take cares~

BUIBUI!!!

Share Some of My Working's Thought after 2 weeks working~

hi readers!!! (If thr is any lar... LoL)

ok after 2 weeks of working~ wow thr is a lot of things which i wan to share with u all actually~ but slowly lar ok~ let's c how much can i remember n i wil try to update eventually~~~ ok haha~ juz too many things took place for the last 2 weeks~

ok, 1st time in my life, i got receive feedback from one of the hotel guest (middle east guest) saying my english is bad~ omg, wat de hell happen sia? i speak english from primary sch til now~ n all de while my english was rank A~ but y de guest feedback-ed dat my english is bad sia??? is dat his prob or mine? ok dat is nonsesnse feedback~ i wont take too heavy lar~ as i noe who i am~ n how my english ability goes~

2ndly, sometimes some ppl no matter senior or junior juz like 'kurang asam' (no manners) pls la if u wan others to respect u, pls respect ppl in 1st place~ v r all de same no matter u r senior or junior! as long as u r HUMAN! respect is not easy to gain but once u hav it pls grab n hold it~! noe ur position n responsibilities~ as for me i wil do wat ever i noe n confident with~ but oni within my duty hours~ OK!

3rdly, ok being a very self-observe person, i felt dat some ppl oredi start talking behind my back~ omg, i duno how to start tis but i did wat i shud n learn wat i shud too~ i oftenly did a lot of asking on areas or parts which confuse-ed me~ i'm trying to learn n pick up as fast as possible as i dun wish to b a burden for others~ pls la if any feedback / opinion / suggestion on me... pls come n tell me in person~ i wil willing to listen it n make some adjustment on it~ pls dun stab ppl from behind~ is hurt u noe~!!!

ok la, dat all i think i am able to recall for wat's happenned for de past 2 weeks~ no matter wat ppl say or do~ i wil absorb wat i nid to n learn from mistakes made~ ppl who learn-ed from mistakes n listen to ppls feedback wil eventually growth faster n faster ( dat's is wat i believe in~~~~ feel free to correct me if i'm wrong)

dat's all bout tis post~ good bye all my lovely readers n take care yeah!!!!!

HAPPY WEEKEND!!!

buibui

Starting New Life Soon~

Hi dear readers, (if thr is any lar LoL)

Is been a long long time since my last post~ ok here it goes~ as per title mentioned above~ I'm going to start my new life soon~ working life~ imagine how is it to be the reality world out thr~ tis is de really 1st time in my life stand up on my own n earning every single money by myself~ hopefully is a good start n great start. So dear readers, stay tune for my next update on my new life bah~

ok is time to charge my energy for de best kick start 2moro~

Some People~

Hi my dear readers~ (if thr is any lar... LoL)

erm, its been a long long time since my last post here~ busy? erm, actually not really juz dunno wat to post about~ ok back to my main topic~ some people means peoples around me including me myself~ actually i dun really know why peoples prefer to listen something nice rather something pratical and true~ even me myself also prefer to listen to those nice and lovely words~ erm, i hardly remember when is my last time dat ma parent praise me~ seems like long long time ago~ but is u ask me,"hey alex, when is ur parent last time scolding u ar?" my answer wil b erm 1 hour ago? erm, actually i juz wanna lead a peaceful life, if can i willing to shut my door from outside world~ i juz wan to b wif ma close friends n ma family~ dat's enuff for me~

i do agree wif williem dat Ignorant is a BLISS yet ignorant also leads me for daily bible class from my mum (erm which means mumbling by my mum)... some people really some people bcoz they juz simply wont understand wat n how i feel~ erm am i really happy wif jobless now? answer: big NO ok~ coz no work no income~

ok let's do some outdated updates here~ erm, last week both of my best fren ah san n williem's birthday~~~ Happy Birthday~! old uncle liao lor~ dun bully me again ar~ wish u both happy always n stay healthy yeah~ erm beside that, last week oso got a pair of twin birthday oso who is Tabitha n Dorcas~ erm happy bithday o~~~ erm, auntie liao lor apply more anti-aging thingy ar~ or else i scared dat i might not able to recognise u both haha~~~ joking yeah~ wish u both stay healthy n beauty always~!

ok dat's all for tis post~ Some people juz wont feel enuff as greediness drove them crazy! c ya readers~

wat a DOWN day~~~

y ppl always not thankful for wat is given n always ask for more? demanding is fine for me yet over demanding is another case~ u ppl juz dun understand wat kind of stress n thought i hav n had from before until now~ u ppl juz think of monetary method can solve all types of problem? come on, tis world is so unbalance n unequal~ dun expect wat u gav out wif comes back to u in total~ dun keep ask for payback as things doesn't always run according to ur plan~ dun take it for granted as in wat's in ur mind wil b others mind too~ u DUN WAN doesn't mean others DUN WAN ok! think of the BIG PICTURE as in Ms. Janet told me prviously during my management training program~ dun always make decision for others before seek permission from others bcoz u r not always RIGHT wif ur decision~ u dun wan go back visit grandma den dat is ur **** thought but dun influence da other ppl for not visit-ing~ YES, u do hav da right for not going but dun influence others as well~ u think u r ELDERS so u can do anything u wan den let others help u to tapao wat ever sin left by u?

no enuff manpower in shop, even though i know nothing bout da working skill but yet i offer to help out~ bcoz i'm too free in home so i offer to help as in hope to lighten da work load~ but in da end, it is a wrong move as in scold days by days~ come on how much do u all expect i can do as a freshman in urs industry~ even though i watched u all doing all da work since i was young but those skill needed work, u all think is easy to master by 1 or 2 days?

i hate myself~
i hate myself as a member in tis family~
i hate myself for incapable to make u all proud~
i hate myself for unable to b a multi-purpose robot~

how i wish i could die in de next minute~

为何...

为何天空要打雷。。。？？？
为何土地要震动。。。？？？
为何大海要咆哮。。。？？？

为何婴儿要在深夜里大哭。。。？？？

such a meaningful phrases~~~
think bout it~~~