Concentration?

Concentration on career, relation n fictional world is hard to achieve a well-balanced status... Thus, I had chosen my way in which my career n fictional world shud b put as my main n secondary priority as for relation... Let de nature take course bah... De reason y is career as main concern due to I hav to b financially firm n stable as in supporting myself to de fullness as well as my family... Erm, stress comes along wif works as a perfect package... Therefore, I nid fictional world aka online gaming as a de-stress tool to reduce my tension-ed mind... At least gaming is stil useful in relaxing my mind n stop my mind from thinkin' those freakin' work load... Peoples often use de word of 'multi-tasking' to cover up de fact of over duty... 1 man show? It is fun in da beginning but once excess-ed, intentionally ur soul n physical wil start to raise objection... Thus, I think I nid better stress management n also time management n at least for now! Dat's my major weakness n also minority on my human relation prob... As my senior often said those highly educated ppl tends to be a 'little' (whenever I mention little means a lots... LoL) arrogance n think big but in fact those peoples r juz more lucky n fortunatue on havin' chances to be educate... Unfortunately only minority of them use it in wise way... At first, I really doubt on tis statement but time had proven dat tis statement was rite! Even me myself felt so after months of struggling on my career n now all thanks to my senior n some effort from me had lead me a better life... Ok I think dat's all for tis entry... Thx for reading it...:)

Love sick?

Laopo I really cant stop myself from thinking of u... Omg wat shud I do now Haiz I almost turn crazy liao... I am so hope to see u yet u r like too busy to entertain me... Neither reply my sms nor msn... Now oni I realise i'm too in deep wif u almost out of control liao... Juz like a walking zombie who keep on thinking of u... De oni way to stop my tot is numb myself wif work... Turning to be more n more hypocrite wif fake smile on my face no matter facing guest or colleague... I'm almost overloaded my memory wif full of u... I really miss u missing me coz berserk mode on in which I couldn't uphold myself anymore... For me u r everything to me as in loving u always is wat i'm going to do from tis seconds onwards... U r part of my life which more important than myself... I love u more than loving myself... I'm really hope to be wif u forever:) I'm sure v wil last long forever... I may not perfect in romantic idiom but my true piece of warm heart is oredi given to u without any kept... J'adore canny depuis toujour:) Muackzzz