Love sick?

Laopo I really cant stop myself from thinking of u... Omg wat shud I do now Haiz I almost turn crazy liao... I am so hope to see u yet u r like too busy to entertain me... Neither reply my sms nor msn... Now oni I realise i'm too in deep wif u almost out of control liao... Juz like a walking zombie who keep on thinking of u... De oni way to stop my tot is numb myself wif work... Turning to be more n more hypocrite wif fake smile on my face no matter facing guest or colleague... I'm almost overloaded my memory wif full of u... I really miss u missing me coz berserk mode on in which I couldn't uphold myself anymore... For me u r everything to me as in loving u always is wat i'm going to do from tis seconds onwards... U r part of my life which more important than myself... I love u more than loving myself... I'm really hope to be wif u forever:) I'm sure v wil last long forever... I may not perfect in romantic idiom but my true piece of warm heart is oredi given to u without any kept... J'adore canny depuis toujour:) Muackzzz