Haizzzzzz

Hi dear readers~~~~ (If thr is any lar~~ LoL)

so freaking sianz wif my duty roster liao~ if thr is amendment on roster sure my roster wil chg one~ walao e (insert swear word here) y muz always chg mine one la~ (insert swear word here) wat wil u feel if i keep chg-ing urs ar??? is FREAKING ANNOYING hor!!!!!

ok lar dat's all for tis posting~ no mood to prolong it anymore~

Where is my Life's Joyness???

Hi dear readers (if thr is any lar~~~ LoL)

Really long time din post liao huh~ not really la juz 2 weeks nia~ haiyo recently busy wif workings~ haiz, really worn me out~ all my life's joyness now oredi chg to work enjoyment~ partly happy n partly sad la~ happy is i'm really enjoy working thr n able to get well wif staffs over thr~ i think lar~~~~~

Sad thing is haiz since start working all my life's joyness start to leaving me far far away~ no no frenz gathering no no sing K session~ no no movie session wif pals~ n no no yum cha wif pals~~~ sianz sia~~~ everyday work~ eat~ sleep~ keep on repeating~ mana ade masa untuk rehat sia~

tis is bcoz de duty roster really SUCKS! kns punye roster c oso sianz~ totally lock most of my free time for resting~ nb~ can imagine work for 9 days straight oni off for 1 day? nb whr got tis kind of rules~~!!!! replace off day oso put 2 days la~ kns~ work 9 days oni off 1 day whr got enuff rest~ sianzzzzzzzzz anyway at least i enjoy my work very much which enuff to compensate my sadness over working extra days~ n meet lotsa of cr4zy staff thr~ counted as another fortunate for me too~

sianz lar~~~~~ really hopes for better duty roster for coming months~
Anyway life's stil goes on~~~ Gambateh!!!

ok buibui readers~ c u all other time~ take cares~

BUIBUI!!!

Share Some of My Working's Thought after 2 weeks working~

hi readers!!! (If thr is any lar... LoL)

ok after 2 weeks of working~ wow thr is a lot of things which i wan to share with u all actually~ but slowly lar ok~ let's c how much can i remember n i wil try to update eventually~~~ ok haha~ juz too many things took place for the last 2 weeks~

ok, 1st time in my life, i got receive feedback from one of the hotel guest (middle east guest) saying my english is bad~ omg, wat de hell happen sia? i speak english from primary sch til now~ n all de while my english was rank A~ but y de guest feedback-ed dat my english is bad sia??? is dat his prob or mine? ok dat is nonsesnse feedback~ i wont take too heavy lar~ as i noe who i am~ n how my english ability goes~

2ndly, sometimes some ppl no matter senior or junior juz like 'kurang asam' (no manners) pls la if u wan others to respect u, pls respect ppl in 1st place~ v r all de same no matter u r senior or junior! as long as u r HUMAN! respect is not easy to gain but once u hav it pls grab n hold it~! noe ur position n responsibilities~ as for me i wil do wat ever i noe n confident with~ but oni within my duty hours~ OK!

3rdly, ok being a very self-observe person, i felt dat some ppl oredi start talking behind my back~ omg, i duno how to start tis but i did wat i shud n learn wat i shud too~ i oftenly did a lot of asking on areas or parts which confuse-ed me~ i'm trying to learn n pick up as fast as possible as i dun wish to b a burden for others~ pls la if any feedback / opinion / suggestion on me... pls come n tell me in person~ i wil willing to listen it n make some adjustment on it~ pls dun stab ppl from behind~ is hurt u noe~!!!

ok la, dat all i think i am able to recall for wat's happenned for de past 2 weeks~ no matter wat ppl say or do~ i wil absorb wat i nid to n learn from mistakes made~ ppl who learn-ed from mistakes n listen to ppls feedback wil eventually growth faster n faster ( dat's is wat i believe in~~~~ feel free to correct me if i'm wrong)

dat's all bout tis post~ good bye all my lovely readers n take care yeah!!!!!

HAPPY WEEKEND!!!

buibui

Starting New Life Soon~

Hi dear readers, (if thr is any lar LoL)

Is been a long long time since my last post~ ok here it goes~ as per title mentioned above~ I'm going to start my new life soon~ working life~ imagine how is it to be the reality world out thr~ tis is de really 1st time in my life stand up on my own n earning every single money by myself~ hopefully is a good start n great start. So dear readers, stay tune for my next update on my new life bah~

ok is time to charge my energy for de best kick start 2moro~

Some People~

Hi my dear readers~ (if thr is any lar... LoL)

erm, its been a long long time since my last post here~ busy? erm, actually not really juz dunno wat to post about~ ok back to my main topic~ some people means peoples around me including me myself~ actually i dun really know why peoples prefer to listen something nice rather something pratical and true~ even me myself also prefer to listen to those nice and lovely words~ erm, i hardly remember when is my last time dat ma parent praise me~ seems like long long time ago~ but is u ask me,"hey alex, when is ur parent last time scolding u ar?" my answer wil b erm 1 hour ago? erm, actually i juz wanna lead a peaceful life, if can i willing to shut my door from outside world~ i juz wan to b wif ma close friends n ma family~ dat's enuff for me~

i do agree wif williem dat Ignorant is a BLISS yet ignorant also leads me for daily bible class from my mum (erm which means mumbling by my mum)... some people really some people bcoz they juz simply wont understand wat n how i feel~ erm am i really happy wif jobless now? answer: big NO ok~ coz no work no income~

ok let's do some outdated updates here~ erm, last week both of my best fren ah san n williem's birthday~~~ Happy Birthday~! old uncle liao lor~ dun bully me again ar~ wish u both happy always n stay healthy yeah~ erm beside that, last week oso got a pair of twin birthday oso who is Tabitha n Dorcas~ erm happy bithday o~~~ erm, auntie liao lor apply more anti-aging thingy ar~ or else i scared dat i might not able to recognise u both haha~~~ joking yeah~ wish u both stay healthy n beauty always~!

ok dat's all for tis post~ Some people juz wont feel enuff as greediness drove them crazy! c ya readers~

wat a DOWN day~~~

y ppl always not thankful for wat is given n always ask for more? demanding is fine for me yet over demanding is another case~ u ppl juz dun understand wat kind of stress n thought i hav n had from before until now~ u ppl juz think of monetary method can solve all types of problem? come on, tis world is so unbalance n unequal~ dun expect wat u gav out wif comes back to u in total~ dun keep ask for payback as things doesn't always run according to ur plan~ dun take it for granted as in wat's in ur mind wil b others mind too~ u DUN WAN doesn't mean others DUN WAN ok! think of the BIG PICTURE as in Ms. Janet told me prviously during my management training program~ dun always make decision for others before seek permission from others bcoz u r not always RIGHT wif ur decision~ u dun wan go back visit grandma den dat is ur **** thought but dun influence da other ppl for not visit-ing~ YES, u do hav da right for not going but dun influence others as well~ u think u r ELDERS so u can do anything u wan den let others help u to tapao wat ever sin left by u?

no enuff manpower in shop, even though i know nothing bout da working skill but yet i offer to help out~ bcoz i'm too free in home so i offer to help as in hope to lighten da work load~ but in da end, it is a wrong move as in scold days by days~ come on how much do u all expect i can do as a freshman in urs industry~ even though i watched u all doing all da work since i was young but those skill needed work, u all think is easy to master by 1 or 2 days?

i hate myself~
i hate myself as a member in tis family~
i hate myself for incapable to make u all proud~
i hate myself for unable to b a multi-purpose robot~

how i wish i could die in de next minute~

为何...

为何天空要打雷。。。？？？
为何土地要震动。。。？？？
为何大海要咆哮。。。？？？

为何婴儿要在深夜里大哭。。。？？？

such a meaningful phrases~~~
think bout it~~~

Unsolved~~~

Really dun understand wat they think~~~
given chances to dine outside yet stil troubling others to takeaways for them~~~
really dun understand~~~

objection raised when da idea of takeaway yet stil persist on da takeaway idea~~~
oh pls dun take it for granted
if i said i WONT meaning i WONT~~~

Diuz Lei Lou Mou ar~~~!!!

harlo my dear readers~~~ (if thr is any lar~~~ LoL)

2day been to IDP aka IELTS Test Centre... met 3 auntie (1 lao cha bo + 2 sibeh rude auntie) i tot since it is a language centre, da english standard wil b very very high lor for those staff working thr~~~ but guess wat~~~ I'M TOTALLY WRONG~~~!!! omg, oni da lao cha bo keep talk english wif us n de remaining 2 sibeh rude auntie were totally OUT~~~~ keep Diuz lei lou mou here n thr~~~ erkhem, let me explain in detail wif a some of their conversation... here is goes~~~

Rude Auntie #1: Walao diuz lei lou mou la get 3 point (FYI- highest point for EILTS is 9 lowest is 0) oso dare come take tis exam~~~ Lei lou mou la waste my time mark ur (not my marks ar) OS:come on my english whr got dat sucks~~~ at least 7 marks n above okay~~~ okok continue~~~ tis fella really break our centre records sia~~~

Rude Auntie #2: Lei lou mou la, 3 points is not da lowest record hor~~~ even low mark oso got hor~~~

Rude Auntie #1: walao tis even worst Lei lou mou 1.5 marks oso dare come take exam~~~ Lei ah ma fatt choy meh, come here take exam wif so low marks beh pai seh ar~~~

Rude Auntie #2: nothing to do wif dat fella ah ma nia~~~ ppl love to take exam wat can u do?

Rude Auntie #1: *speechless*

LoL really funny lo da way they chat~~~ like a boom war~~~ anyway really make me feel dat tis test centre image drop down to da bottom of no way~~~ really LOW CLASS~~~ really peifu (salute) to da lao cha bo who works thr n listen to both of da rude auntie conversation n critics on those candidates~~~ who noes dat lao cha bo oso one of their critic's club member~~~ LoL~~~

ok dat's all lo~~~ c ya my dear readers~~~ do miss ur chubby blogger o~~~

buhbye~~~~~

C.R.E.E.P.

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

And I wish I was special

You're so fuckin' special


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.


I don't care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I'm not around

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.


She's running out again,

She's running out

She's run run run running out...


Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special...


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

I don't belong here.


yup, dat's me~~~ da new me~~~ enjoy~~~!!!

Someone birng me out of here pls~~~

oh pls, someone lead me to other place pls perhaps to da wonderful paradise so dat i will be able to free from tis disaster~~~ is kinda of suffering here many ppl pin pointing on me like i'm an alien here~~~ so sianz, i juz wanna hav a quiet n peaceful life but y u all make me feel like yell-ing n scream-ing all day long? pls la dun always try to force ppl do tis n do dat wif ur own will~~~ i'm a human not a robot~~~ i had enuff really ENUFF~~~ dun push ur limit too far coz i scared dat 1 day if i reach my limit n explode in 1 shot~~~ u might not able to receive it in full~~~ pls spare ur thoughts on other as well dun so self-center OK~~~

I'M TOTALLY NOT OK AT ALL~~~

W.H.Y~~~???

Why things will turn out to be like this???

WhY wHy why WHY

W

H

Y

禅言禅语

如果我们的一切都即将变成回忆，
哪‘你’会有任何的遗憾或后悔吗？

以前的我不是我，
现在的我才是我！

Bias Minded...???

Harlo readers~~~~~ (if there is any lar... LoL)

haiz, recently many incident took place which caused me come up wif very biased minded way of thoughts... firstly, is bout birthday gift... kns my 21th birthday u oni giv me a pair of PEN as my gift den for just a small gal 11th birthday u gave her a silver necklaces (with keep declare dat da necklace is very da EXPENSIVE~~~) kns, wan show off c da situation lar... as an elder, think b4 u say... dun make some nonsense comment which caused others dulan-ing~~~

secondly, feels like too many lapangan kapal terbang around me sia~~~ keep kena aeroplane... felt dam annoyed n fXXX up!!! IF DUN WAN GO DEN DUN COMFIRM IN 1ST PLACE~~~ can always told da ppl... not sure yet or see 1st as wat i did~~~ dun giv ppl HOPE den very da last minute baru say is another matter... nid i sms baru got reply say dun wan go de wor~~~ KNS~~~ now hor me very reluctant to straight confirm any plan~~~ coz me myself is very self-observe, which i notice dat i'm way too easy to nod my head on any plan~~~ SIANZ my weakness...

thirdly, wat is frenship all about??? i doubt on dat sia recently... haiz... anyway, watever it is~~~ Life stil goes on n wil not stop for me~~~ Keep going ALEX... Gambateh...

Melaka Trip May 09~~~ (Part 4)

还我鸡汤~~~！！！！！

Melaka Trip May 09~~~ (Part 3)

还我鸡汤~~~！！！！！

Melaka Trip May 09~~~ (Part 2)

还我鸡汤~~~！！！！！

Melaka Trip May 09~~~ (Part 1)

Harlo readers~~~~ (if there is anyone la~~~)

When for a short n meaningful "Nyonya Trip' wif my buddy gang, ah san~~~
Erm, shudn't elaborate more rite~~~ so let de picture tell u de story yeah~~~
还我鸡汤~~~！！！！！

KL Trip on 19 May 09 - 21 May 09

Harloooooooo readers~~~~ (if there is any... LoL)

Here some quick updates on my KL trip, basically went KL for my Announcement of Result Ceremony~~~ n YES, I MADE IT~~~ pass my bachelor's degree with B grade~~~ was hope for B+ but B was not bad too~~~ went to KL n met my classmate thr~~~ nothing much changes juz dat many of my frens had went back to their hometown due to visa problem~~~ kinda of sad~~~

Ok, went for a movie wif my best fren, Albert... de movie was so awesome n kinda of excitement thr... de name of it is Angels & Demons~~~ good actor with good story line~~~ worthy to watch it~~~ after movie session join Keh (my roommate) & his girlfren and also Seph (bored ppl who talk bout his work all de nite~~~ sianzzzz) to my best buddy Ang place for Bak Kut Teh~~~ good food with special price~~~ NICE...!!!

Erm, dats all for this entry bah~~~ Buh-Byeeee readers~~~

Updates???

harlo readers~~~~ ( if there is any... LoL)

haiz, extremely not in mood of update-ing blog now~~~ but really nothing better to do... so juz update lor~~~ Sing-ing K wif my buddy gangs on last last week~~~ is was fun n pictures taken n which not supposed to b reveal in anywhr but somehow thx to mr williem, in which he posed it in his blog @$@$!@%#$%$!@#$!% kns all my good names gone due to my over react facial expression on those picture~~~ ARGHHHHHHH ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR
ok forget it~~~

last saturday went for my cousin's wedding dinner... tis one is kinda of special in which bo newly wed come table to tabe for yum seng session n is kinda of Hokkien Song Competition due to mostly ppl when up stage n sing hokkien song @!$#%!$%$^#%@#$!@%#! n worst to worst my relative ask me when is my turn??? omg, mind u i'm juz barely 21 years old~~~ dun push me too hard on marry-ing ok~~~

Chioz readers~~~ really nothing to blog about liao~~~ wil updates if there is any memories recalled~~~ bye~~~

Steamboat Session wif my buddy gang~~~

Yoyo my dear readers~~~ (if there is any... LoL)

wat happened tis week huh~~~ really my wallet slim down a lot tis week~~~ a super duper funny Steamboat session wif my buddy gang (williem n ah san~~~) is was very very very de funny... erm shud i elaborate more in it??? lalalalalalala~~~ ok la, de name of the steamboat shop is 乐乐锅 (psps forget de english name of it~~~) food war begin from 7pm until 9.45pm~~~ (rolling my eyes refreshing of wat else happen dat day~~)oh yeah, very paiseh lo dat day~~~ got 2 super funny thing happened which is haiz dat ah san talk so loud when de ppl on other tables say "ma de u all dunno i sick meh??? cannot take prawn n those oily food la!!! Ma De!!!" den hor ah san straight say in LOUD "i really dun like lo~~~ come out eat den say tis cannot eat dat cannot eat~~~" walao after ah san say it hor~~~ #$#$%^$#@$@#$%^#$ make me n williem paiseh til think of running away lor~~ coz after ah san make such a very aggresive comment den de whole ppl of next table turn their head on us~~~ oMg~~~ paiseh to extreme~~~ =.= ok dat's de 1st incident~~~ LoL here comes de second one~~~ wakakakakakakakakaka cant stop myself from laughing~~~ do u noe wat is de new names of 芋泥角 (i dunno de tis food de english name la~~~ but a a triangle shape popiah filled wif ubi kayu???)~~~ ok... de new name of tis food is INDONESIA LEG wakkakakakakakakakkakakakak so funnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy coz de pronounciation of tis food in chinese is similar wif de word indonesia in chinese~~~ so miscommunication n den laughter goes around de shop dat nite~~~ de shop was loud wif my laughing sound~~~ wakakkaakakkaka so funny *smile make u looks more young* so smile more yeah~~~

Melayu Melayu Melayu~~~

Hai pembacaku yang disayangi~~~ (kalau ada la~~~LoL)

Haiz, ape telah jadi pada dunia ni har??? kenapo makin ramai org x dak kerja ar??? apsal ni~~~ haiyo, oi korang ni semua ni bangun pagi pastu tidor balik ke (aik x de kena-mengena ei~~~) LoL ^.^lll

oi oi, korang semua ni cepat gi carikkkkk kerja la... (termasuk i sekali e) bosan tau tiap tiap ari kena sound "Biler la ko ni sanggup nak gi carikkkk kerja ni???" aduhai mak o mak, bukan anak lu yg disayangi tu x nak carikkk kerja... xpi bukan senang nak dpt kerja skrg mak~~~ ko jgn cuma pakai mulut ko je pandai nak arah arah org... xcaya ko gi TRY sendiri~~~ ish ish GERAMNYEeeeeee

wokey~~~ habisla ku jikalau mak i nampak blog ni~~~ (takutnyeeeeeeeee) udah udah stop complaink~~~ xpi kan org org melayu skrg makin selambe beh~~~ mcm mcm ade siot~~~ korang ni ingat si najib (PM skrg) tu akan bela korang ke??? mak oi, korang ni bangun pagi sikit gi kerja tekun sikit e.... jgn mimpi~~~ (oi oi, masuk politic topic pulak~~~ oMg, i xnak jadi NameWee la... opocot~~~ takutnyeeeeeee yoyo Negarakuku ROX~~~)

ok dah takut i~~~~~ complaik banyak banyak xgune lar~~~ nak upah hitman ni~~~ target diri sendiri LoL~~~ buibui readers~~~

psps ma 1st malay entry LoL~~~ bahasa pasar~~~ hope u all can understand! bye readers

Ma 2nd Chinese blog entry,,,

思念应该是一种病吧。。。？？？

本人认为思念就是一种病。。。

这是很自然的应为当你能够天天的朝夕相处当然没察觉到啦。。。

当你在乎的某人倒下了后才知后觉得发现某人的重要性。。。

明知道要尽量少惹某人，但是还是忍不遮要炸某人。。。

可能是一种习惯吧。。。 照本人看想改也很难改掉吧。。。

一天没炸某人，本人就是浑身不自在。。。

某人的倒下让本人深深地感到心碎。。。

不知为何本人的心就是哪么痛。。。

但是本人能做得真的是非常有限公司也。。。

除了抄抄笔记，发发简讯，和通过msn的问候。。。

其他的设么都不能作。。。。觉得好无奈哦。。。

但还是希望某人能够早日康复。。。

那本人才能够继续炸某人。。。

祝：早日康复

本人笔

十月十号 （0102am）

psps, tis oso shifted from previous blog... LoL

Ma 1st Chinese blog entry...

寂寞难耐

前奏曲：

在这个广阔的大地，几乎每一天每一时每一刻都发生这无人可知的大小事情！对我来说自从来到这个大都市开使我那自由自在的大学生涯就如踏入地狱门口有如接受牛头马面的‘请帖’ ！无限的寂寞和无奈让我难以招架而惨到可怜习习的对待就如排山倒海的一连串猛攻所造成的伤害！

第一章：大都市编

在这五花八门的大都市里隐藏着很多不为人知的残酷无情的现实，人们都好像冷酷无情的野兽！人们的思想都好像被金钱给完全控制了！让整个城市变的好像死城一样的没有‘生气’！真是无聊死了！我快受不了和快‘疯’ 掉了！

第二章：友情编

在这多种族文化的城市里，我所认识的朋友真的是多的数不清！但是不知到底为了什么朋友开始慢慢的疏远我。顿时让我感觉到被打进‘冷宫’ ！寂寞和孤单几乎填满了我心中的空洞！让我常常不知所措而决定封锁我哪爱讲话的嘴！

完结编：

自从受到种种的创伤以及伤害，我领悟了一个道理哪就是凡事做会自己就好而不要太在乎人家的感受和看法。任为对自己好就可以了！

完

erm, tis entry is from my previous blog~~~

Moody~~~

Hi readers, (if there is any of it... LoL)

Recently felt so FUCK-up wif arranging a simple vacation trip... is so dam angry and frustrated ( due to my desperation of heading to a vacation...) My desperation had drove me crazy n keep asking ppl to tag along... in de end, like popping my hot face on peoples icy butt... no ppl appreaciate at all oni 1 which is my best buddy ( ah san)...

So FUCK-up lar.. same thing keep repeating repeating repeating over n over again... oredi told them many many times yet stil ask-ing over same thing... U all want me repeat FULL-BOARD PACKAGE how many times???????????????? pls la if wan go on vacation... pls dun always think of monetary for sure wil cost u a BOMB!!!

Earn money is for de sake of spending money lor dun tel me dat ur money can bring to 3rd world when u GG.COM hor (R.I.P)... stop ur childish thinking... Felt so bloody fed-up of asking liao... wan go den go dun wan den dun go lor... Sick of it!!!!

I wont make another trip arrangement anymore in future... rather go for vacation myself alone better den keep asking ppl around n wait for response...
SO FUCK UP lar...!!!

(psps no place to rage up my thoughts so shoot all my unhappiness here...)

Some outdated updates~~~ LoL

Hi readers~~~ (if there is any~~~),

erm, some quick review of wat happened on previous week~~~ watched some movie such as Shinjuku Incident ( really nice movie but a bit sux due to Malaysia stupid cut cut cut system~~~), Race to witch mountain (nice movie, u guys shud support it~~~), DragonBall Z ( sux la... talk talk talk more den fight sianz to extreme)...

had a steamboat dinner with my aunt~~~ really fun since is a long time din had it 2gether gather liao... went to singapore for some shop... sing K at tebrau city wif williem n ah san ( psps to tabbby n ah yeong ar... left u both out~~~ bo bienz time bo gam) yum cha wif Ken Seng was fun even though i din speak much due to de sux environment (so dam noisy)~~~ anyway, tat's all for tis post~~~

hopefully everything goes smooth and keep in touch always bah...!!!
(Redang here i come!!!!!!)

RMM~~~

Harlo all, a bit lazy to blog lei... haha, anyway stil blogging lol...

Tis RMM is a very special job for all jobless ppl... U can name urself any position here as is all vacant n available... As for me, President of Road Measurement Management is my position... sounds cool rite?? I had been measure Malaysia Road's System since last December until now... Uh~~Hooooooooooo so my level now super high de o... expanding my business soon to Thailand n Singapore... lol...

Haiz, y so difficult to get a job lar~~~???

When I was little~~~

When I was little, I think everyone is saint and there is no horrible people in this world... (so naive LoL) I think that everyone are here just to share their love with each others and blessing each other... Yet the factual of life's theory proofs that I was very wrong on my point of view... Everyone in this world are not only there just for sharing and blessing yet make use of each others insult, abuse, and hurting each other as well... There is no such kind of pure love and kindship in this world...

If I was all alone living in this world I would already choose to end up my life when I 1st step into my College life... Life is so GREY there because is all about making use of each other and thinking of way to trick others... I'm SICK of it!!!

Intro~~~

Hi readers,

This is my 1st blog here... This blog is all about my life and i gonna spell out each and every inches of my happiness and sadness here... I'm using this as a tool of expressing myself as I was shy and quiet in reality life my quote 'Silence people might kill YOU if u went OVERBOARD on them!'

Ok, that's all for this entry...
Have a nice day readers!