Concentration?

Concentration on career, relation n fictional world is hard to achieve a well-balanced status... Thus, I had chosen my way in which my career n fictional world shud b put as my main n secondary priority as for relation... Let de nature take course bah... De reason y is career as main concern due to I hav to b financially firm n stable as in supporting myself to de fullness as well as my family... Erm, stress comes along wif works as a perfect package... Therefore, I nid fictional world aka online gaming as a de-stress tool to reduce my tension-ed mind... At least gaming is stil useful in relaxing my mind n stop my mind from thinkin' those freakin' work load... Peoples often use de word of 'multi-tasking' to cover up de fact of over duty... 1 man show? It is fun in da beginning but once excess-ed, intentionally ur soul n physical wil start to raise objection... Thus, I think I nid better stress management n also time management n at least for now! Dat's my major weakness n also minority on my human relation prob... As my senior often said those highly educated ppl tends to be a 'little' (whenever I mention little means a lots... LoL) arrogance n think big but in fact those peoples r juz more lucky n fortunatue on havin' chances to be educate... Unfortunately only minority of them use it in wise way... At first, I really doubt on tis statement but time had proven dat tis statement was rite! Even me myself felt so after months of struggling on my career n now all thanks to my senior n some effort from me had lead me a better life... Ok I think dat's all for tis entry... Thx for reading it...:)

Love sick?

Laopo I really cant stop myself from thinking of u... Omg wat shud I do now Haiz I almost turn crazy liao... I am so hope to see u yet u r like too busy to entertain me... Neither reply my sms nor msn... Now oni I realise i'm too in deep wif u almost out of control liao... Juz like a walking zombie who keep on thinking of u... De oni way to stop my tot is numb myself wif work... Turning to be more n more hypocrite wif fake smile on my face no matter facing guest or colleague... I'm almost overloaded my memory wif full of u... I really miss u missing me coz berserk mode on in which I couldn't uphold myself anymore... For me u r everything to me as in loving u always is wat i'm going to do from tis seconds onwards... U r part of my life which more important than myself... I love u more than loving myself... I'm really hope to be wif u forever:) I'm sure v wil last long forever... I may not perfect in romantic idiom but my true piece of warm heart is oredi given to u without any kept... J'adore canny depuis toujour:) Muackzzz

遗憾？

对我来说，之前这两个字并不成出现在我的字典里。。。
但是自从展开了我的职业生涯，
这两个字就不知不觉地从陌生变成了熟悉的字眼了。。。
遗憾的是。。。
无法在自由自在的想去哪里就去哪，
曾今很要好的友情也渐渐的淡化了，
我的世界好像已经被封盖了~
每天除了上班还是上班。。。
才短短的三个月，
所谓的职场战争都经历了不少，
幸运的是往往正义都站在我方。。。

庆幸的是交到了一些很不错的朋友~
得到了很大的支持与扶持~
很感谢他们。。。

好了就到这里吧~ [词穷]了

New Paradise

Hi dear readers~ (if thr is any lar~ LoL)

Recently juz move in to my new paradise~ a small house wif 6 rooms oni lar~ not too big oso haha~ after almost a month of hardwork finally can settle down~ is kinda new to me coz tis is my very 1st time moving into a new house. De outcome of our hardwork is very impressing n nice as almost every single thing is design by ourselves~

Juz an ordinary small house wif simple design oni lar~ Everything juz settle down so about house warming ar~ I think not so soon bah as thr is stil some area which touch up needed b done~ n hor Chinese New Year is around da corner liao loooooooo~ uh-hooooo is time to receive ang pau-s again liao~~~~ happy nyeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

I think dat’s all bah for tis post~ nothing much to update liao~ juz a small house lar~ c ya buh-byeeeee to all my dear readers~~~ ^.^

New Year Resolutions~~~

Hi to all my dear readers~~~ ( if thr is any lar~~ LoL)

ok, is been a while since my last post here~ basically juz too busy to make any post here~ walao e, had an extremely busy christmas for year 2009 bcoz of works~ kns~ work til no day no nitez is kinda of bored too~ had to do unwanted unpaid OT juz bcoz of a slow staff is so n so SUX!!!

ok let's in to the topic of tis post~ hahahahhahahaa New Year's Resolution:

1) Lose some weights pls~~~
2) Stay healthy n happy always (apply to me myself n my relatives n my frenz)
3) Earn BIG money arrrrrrr HUAT AHHHHHHHHHH!!!
4) Hav a long Holiday~ (Island Vacation or Cruise Vacation)
5) Get myself a Girlfrenz (Can cook n do housework wil do~)
6) Smooth working environment n less conflicts~
7) World Peace (LoL so hypocrite sia)

ok dat's all for the moment~ wil add more when i think of something important to add in~ anyway, a New Year with New Hopes, New Challenges & New Wishes!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 to everyone~~~!!!

Haizzzzzz

Hi dear readers~~~~ (If thr is any lar~~ LoL)

so freaking sianz wif my duty roster liao~ if thr is amendment on roster sure my roster wil chg one~ walao e (insert swear word here) y muz always chg mine one la~ (insert swear word here) wat wil u feel if i keep chg-ing urs ar??? is FREAKING ANNOYING hor!!!!!

ok lar dat's all for tis posting~ no mood to prolong it anymore~

Where is my Life's Joyness???

Hi dear readers (if thr is any lar~~~ LoL)

Really long time din post liao huh~ not really la juz 2 weeks nia~ haiyo recently busy wif workings~ haiz, really worn me out~ all my life's joyness now oredi chg to work enjoyment~ partly happy n partly sad la~ happy is i'm really enjoy working thr n able to get well wif staffs over thr~ i think lar~~~~~

Sad thing is haiz since start working all my life's joyness start to leaving me far far away~ no no frenz gathering no no sing K session~ no no movie session wif pals~ n no no yum cha wif pals~~~ sianz sia~~~ everyday work~ eat~ sleep~ keep on repeating~ mana ade masa untuk rehat sia~

tis is bcoz de duty roster really SUCKS! kns punye roster c oso sianz~ totally lock most of my free time for resting~ nb~ can imagine work for 9 days straight oni off for 1 day? nb whr got tis kind of rules~~!!!! replace off day oso put 2 days la~ kns~ work 9 days oni off 1 day whr got enuff rest~ sianzzzzzzzzz anyway at least i enjoy my work very much which enuff to compensate my sadness over working extra days~ n meet lotsa of cr4zy staff thr~ counted as another fortunate for me too~

sianz lar~~~~~ really hopes for better duty roster for coming months~
Anyway life's stil goes on~~~ Gambateh!!!

ok buibui readers~ c u all other time~ take cares~

BUIBUI!!!

Share Some of My Working's Thought after 2 weeks working~

hi readers!!! (If thr is any lar... LoL)

ok after 2 weeks of working~ wow thr is a lot of things which i wan to share with u all actually~ but slowly lar ok~ let's c how much can i remember n i wil try to update eventually~~~ ok haha~ juz too many things took place for the last 2 weeks~

ok, 1st time in my life, i got receive feedback from one of the hotel guest (middle east guest) saying my english is bad~ omg, wat de hell happen sia? i speak english from primary sch til now~ n all de while my english was rank A~ but y de guest feedback-ed dat my english is bad sia??? is dat his prob or mine? ok dat is nonsesnse feedback~ i wont take too heavy lar~ as i noe who i am~ n how my english ability goes~

2ndly, sometimes some ppl no matter senior or junior juz like 'kurang asam' (no manners) pls la if u wan others to respect u, pls respect ppl in 1st place~ v r all de same no matter u r senior or junior! as long as u r HUMAN! respect is not easy to gain but once u hav it pls grab n hold it~! noe ur position n responsibilities~ as for me i wil do wat ever i noe n confident with~ but oni within my duty hours~ OK!

3rdly, ok being a very self-observe person, i felt dat some ppl oredi start talking behind my back~ omg, i duno how to start tis but i did wat i shud n learn wat i shud too~ i oftenly did a lot of asking on areas or parts which confuse-ed me~ i'm trying to learn n pick up as fast as possible as i dun wish to b a burden for others~ pls la if any feedback / opinion / suggestion on me... pls come n tell me in person~ i wil willing to listen it n make some adjustment on it~ pls dun stab ppl from behind~ is hurt u noe~!!!

ok la, dat all i think i am able to recall for wat's happenned for de past 2 weeks~ no matter wat ppl say or do~ i wil absorb wat i nid to n learn from mistakes made~ ppl who learn-ed from mistakes n listen to ppls feedback wil eventually growth faster n faster ( dat's is wat i believe in~~~~ feel free to correct me if i'm wrong)

dat's all bout tis post~ good bye all my lovely readers n take care yeah!!!!!

HAPPY WEEKEND!!!

buibui

Starting New Life Soon~

Hi dear readers, (if thr is any lar LoL)

Is been a long long time since my last post~ ok here it goes~ as per title mentioned above~ I'm going to start my new life soon~ working life~ imagine how is it to be the reality world out thr~ tis is de really 1st time in my life stand up on my own n earning every single money by myself~ hopefully is a good start n great start. So dear readers, stay tune for my next update on my new life bah~

ok is time to charge my energy for de best kick start 2moro~

Some People~

Hi my dear readers~ (if thr is any lar... LoL)

erm, its been a long long time since my last post here~ busy? erm, actually not really juz dunno wat to post about~ ok back to my main topic~ some people means peoples around me including me myself~ actually i dun really know why peoples prefer to listen something nice rather something pratical and true~ even me myself also prefer to listen to those nice and lovely words~ erm, i hardly remember when is my last time dat ma parent praise me~ seems like long long time ago~ but is u ask me,"hey alex, when is ur parent last time scolding u ar?" my answer wil b erm 1 hour ago? erm, actually i juz wanna lead a peaceful life, if can i willing to shut my door from outside world~ i juz wan to b wif ma close friends n ma family~ dat's enuff for me~

i do agree wif williem dat Ignorant is a BLISS yet ignorant also leads me for daily bible class from my mum (erm which means mumbling by my mum)... some people really some people bcoz they juz simply wont understand wat n how i feel~ erm am i really happy wif jobless now? answer: big NO ok~ coz no work no income~

ok let's do some outdated updates here~ erm, last week both of my best fren ah san n williem's birthday~~~ Happy Birthday~! old uncle liao lor~ dun bully me again ar~ wish u both happy always n stay healthy yeah~ erm beside that, last week oso got a pair of twin birthday oso who is Tabitha n Dorcas~ erm happy bithday o~~~ erm, auntie liao lor apply more anti-aging thingy ar~ or else i scared dat i might not able to recognise u both haha~~~ joking yeah~ wish u both stay healthy n beauty always~!

ok dat's all for tis post~ Some people juz wont feel enuff as greediness drove them crazy! c ya readers~

wat a DOWN day~~~

y ppl always not thankful for wat is given n always ask for more? demanding is fine for me yet over demanding is another case~ u ppl juz dun understand wat kind of stress n thought i hav n had from before until now~ u ppl juz think of monetary method can solve all types of problem? come on, tis world is so unbalance n unequal~ dun expect wat u gav out wif comes back to u in total~ dun keep ask for payback as things doesn't always run according to ur plan~ dun take it for granted as in wat's in ur mind wil b others mind too~ u DUN WAN doesn't mean others DUN WAN ok! think of the BIG PICTURE as in Ms. Janet told me prviously during my management training program~ dun always make decision for others before seek permission from others bcoz u r not always RIGHT wif ur decision~ u dun wan go back visit grandma den dat is ur **** thought but dun influence da other ppl for not visit-ing~ YES, u do hav da right for not going but dun influence others as well~ u think u r ELDERS so u can do anything u wan den let others help u to tapao wat ever sin left by u?

no enuff manpower in shop, even though i know nothing bout da working skill but yet i offer to help out~ bcoz i'm too free in home so i offer to help as in hope to lighten da work load~ but in da end, it is a wrong move as in scold days by days~ come on how much do u all expect i can do as a freshman in urs industry~ even though i watched u all doing all da work since i was young but those skill needed work, u all think is easy to master by 1 or 2 days?

i hate myself~
i hate myself as a member in tis family~
i hate myself for incapable to make u all proud~
i hate myself for unable to b a multi-purpose robot~

how i wish i could die in de next minute~

为何...

为何天空要打雷。。。？？？
为何土地要震动。。。？？？
为何大海要咆哮。。。？？？

为何婴儿要在深夜里大哭。。。？？？

such a meaningful phrases~~~
think bout it~~~

Unsolved~~~

Really dun understand wat they think~~~
given chances to dine outside yet stil troubling others to takeaways for them~~~
really dun understand~~~

objection raised when da idea of takeaway yet stil persist on da takeaway idea~~~
oh pls dun take it for granted
if i said i WONT meaning i WONT~~~

Diuz Lei Lou Mou ar~~~!!!

harlo my dear readers~~~ (if thr is any lar~~~ LoL)

2day been to IDP aka IELTS Test Centre... met 3 auntie (1 lao cha bo + 2 sibeh rude auntie) i tot since it is a language centre, da english standard wil b very very high lor for those staff working thr~~~ but guess wat~~~ I'M TOTALLY WRONG~~~!!! omg, oni da lao cha bo keep talk english wif us n de remaining 2 sibeh rude auntie were totally OUT~~~~ keep Diuz lei lou mou here n thr~~~ erkhem, let me explain in detail wif a some of their conversation... here is goes~~~

Rude Auntie #1: Walao diuz lei lou mou la get 3 point (FYI- highest point for EILTS is 9 lowest is 0) oso dare come take tis exam~~~ Lei lou mou la waste my time mark ur (not my marks ar) OS:come on my english whr got dat sucks~~~ at least 7 marks n above okay~~~ okok continue~~~ tis fella really break our centre records sia~~~

Rude Auntie #2: Lei lou mou la, 3 points is not da lowest record hor~~~ even low mark oso got hor~~~

Rude Auntie #1: walao tis even worst Lei lou mou 1.5 marks oso dare come take exam~~~ Lei ah ma fatt choy meh, come here take exam wif so low marks beh pai seh ar~~~

Rude Auntie #2: nothing to do wif dat fella ah ma nia~~~ ppl love to take exam wat can u do?

Rude Auntie #1: *speechless*

LoL really funny lo da way they chat~~~ like a boom war~~~ anyway really make me feel dat tis test centre image drop down to da bottom of no way~~~ really LOW CLASS~~~ really peifu (salute) to da lao cha bo who works thr n listen to both of da rude auntie conversation n critics on those candidates~~~ who noes dat lao cha bo oso one of their critic's club member~~~ LoL~~~

ok dat's all lo~~~ c ya my dear readers~~~ do miss ur chubby blogger o~~~

buhbye~~~~~

C.R.E.E.P.

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

And I wish I was special

You're so fuckin' special


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.


I don't care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I'm not around

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.


She's running out again,

She's running out

She's run run run running out...


Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special...


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

I don't belong here.


yup, dat's me~~~ da new me~~~ enjoy~~~!!!

Someone birng me out of here pls~~~

oh pls, someone lead me to other place pls perhaps to da wonderful paradise so dat i will be able to free from tis disaster~~~ is kinda of suffering here many ppl pin pointing on me like i'm an alien here~~~ so sianz, i juz wanna hav a quiet n peaceful life but y u all make me feel like yell-ing n scream-ing all day long? pls la dun always try to force ppl do tis n do dat wif ur own will~~~ i'm a human not a robot~~~ i had enuff really ENUFF~~~ dun push ur limit too far coz i scared dat 1 day if i reach my limit n explode in 1 shot~~~ u might not able to receive it in full~~~ pls spare ur thoughts on other as well dun so self-center OK~~~

I'M TOTALLY NOT OK AT ALL~~~

W.H.Y~~~???

Why things will turn out to be like this???

WhY wHy why WHY

W

H

Y

禅言禅语

如果我们的一切都即将变成回忆，
哪‘你’会有任何的遗憾或后悔吗？

以前的我不是我，
现在的我才是我！

Bias Minded...???

Harlo readers~~~~~ (if there is any lar... LoL)

haiz, recently many incident took place which caused me come up wif very biased minded way of thoughts... firstly, is bout birthday gift... kns my 21th birthday u oni giv me a pair of PEN as my gift den for just a small gal 11th birthday u gave her a silver necklaces (with keep declare dat da necklace is very da EXPENSIVE~~~) kns, wan show off c da situation lar... as an elder, think b4 u say... dun make some nonsense comment which caused others dulan-ing~~~

secondly, feels like too many lapangan kapal terbang around me sia~~~ keep kena aeroplane... felt dam annoyed n fXXX up!!! IF DUN WAN GO DEN DUN COMFIRM IN 1ST PLACE~~~ can always told da ppl... not sure yet or see 1st as wat i did~~~ dun giv ppl HOPE den very da last minute baru say is another matter... nid i sms baru got reply say dun wan go de wor~~~ KNS~~~ now hor me very reluctant to straight confirm any plan~~~ coz me myself is very self-observe, which i notice dat i'm way too easy to nod my head on any plan~~~ SIANZ my weakness...

thirdly, wat is frenship all about??? i doubt on dat sia recently... haiz... anyway, watever it is~~~ Life stil goes on n wil not stop for me~~~ Keep going ALEX... Gambateh...

Melaka Trip May 09~~~ (Part 4)

还我鸡汤~~~！！！！！