Some People~

Hi my dear readers~ (if thr is any lar... LoL)

erm, its been a long long time since my last post here~ busy? erm, actually not really juz dunno wat to post about~ ok back to my main topic~ some people means peoples around me including me myself~ actually i dun really know why peoples prefer to listen something nice rather something pratical and true~ even me myself also prefer to listen to those nice and lovely words~ erm, i hardly remember when is my last time dat ma parent praise me~ seems like long long time ago~ but is u ask me,"hey alex, when is ur parent last time scolding u ar?" my answer wil b erm 1 hour ago? erm, actually i juz wanna lead a peaceful life, if can i willing to shut my door from outside world~ i juz wan to b wif ma close friends n ma family~ dat's enuff for me~

i do agree wif williem dat Ignorant is a BLISS yet ignorant also leads me for daily bible class from my mum (erm which means mumbling by my mum)... some people really some people bcoz they juz simply wont understand wat n how i feel~ erm am i really happy wif jobless now? answer: big NO ok~ coz no work no income~

ok let's do some outdated updates here~ erm, last week both of my best fren ah san n williem's birthday~~~ Happy Birthday~! old uncle liao lor~ dun bully me again ar~ wish u both happy always n stay healthy yeah~ erm beside that, last week oso got a pair of twin birthday oso who is Tabitha n Dorcas~ erm happy bithday o~~~ erm, auntie liao lor apply more anti-aging thingy ar~ or else i scared dat i might not able to recognise u both haha~~~ joking yeah~ wish u both stay healthy n beauty always~!

ok dat's all for tis post~ Some people juz wont feel enuff as greediness drove them crazy! c ya readers~

wat a DOWN day~~~

y ppl always not thankful for wat is given n always ask for more? demanding is fine for me yet over demanding is another case~ u ppl juz dun understand wat kind of stress n thought i hav n had from before until now~ u ppl juz think of monetary method can solve all types of problem? come on, tis world is so unbalance n unequal~ dun expect wat u gav out wif comes back to u in total~ dun keep ask for payback as things doesn't always run according to ur plan~ dun take it for granted as in wat's in ur mind wil b others mind too~ u DUN WAN doesn't mean others DUN WAN ok! think of the BIG PICTURE as in Ms. Janet told me prviously during my management training program~ dun always make decision for others before seek permission from others bcoz u r not always RIGHT wif ur decision~ u dun wan go back visit grandma den dat is ur **** thought but dun influence da other ppl for not visit-ing~ YES, u do hav da right for not going but dun influence others as well~ u think u r ELDERS so u can do anything u wan den let others help u to tapao wat ever sin left by u?

no enuff manpower in shop, even though i know nothing bout da working skill but yet i offer to help out~ bcoz i'm too free in home so i offer to help as in hope to lighten da work load~ but in da end, it is a wrong move as in scold days by days~ come on how much do u all expect i can do as a freshman in urs industry~ even though i watched u all doing all da work since i was young but those skill needed work, u all think is easy to master by 1 or 2 days?

i hate myself~
i hate myself as a member in tis family~
i hate myself for incapable to make u all proud~
i hate myself for unable to b a multi-purpose robot~

how i wish i could die in de next minute~

为何...

为何天空要打雷。。。？？？
为何土地要震动。。。？？？
为何大海要咆哮。。。？？？

为何婴儿要在深夜里大哭。。。？？？

such a meaningful phrases~~~
think bout it~~~

Unsolved~~~

Really dun understand wat they think~~~
given chances to dine outside yet stil troubling others to takeaways for them~~~
really dun understand~~~

objection raised when da idea of takeaway yet stil persist on da takeaway idea~~~
oh pls dun take it for granted
if i said i WONT meaning i WONT~~~

Diuz Lei Lou Mou ar~~~!!!

harlo my dear readers~~~ (if thr is any lar~~~ LoL)

2day been to IDP aka IELTS Test Centre... met 3 auntie (1 lao cha bo + 2 sibeh rude auntie) i tot since it is a language centre, da english standard wil b very very high lor for those staff working thr~~~ but guess wat~~~ I'M TOTALLY WRONG~~~!!! omg, oni da lao cha bo keep talk english wif us n de remaining 2 sibeh rude auntie were totally OUT~~~~ keep Diuz lei lou mou here n thr~~~ erkhem, let me explain in detail wif a some of their conversation... here is goes~~~

Rude Auntie #1: Walao diuz lei lou mou la get 3 point (FYI- highest point for EILTS is 9 lowest is 0) oso dare come take tis exam~~~ Lei lou mou la waste my time mark ur (not my marks ar) OS:come on my english whr got dat sucks~~~ at least 7 marks n above okay~~~ okok continue~~~ tis fella really break our centre records sia~~~

Rude Auntie #2: Lei lou mou la, 3 points is not da lowest record hor~~~ even low mark oso got hor~~~

Rude Auntie #1: walao tis even worst Lei lou mou 1.5 marks oso dare come take exam~~~ Lei ah ma fatt choy meh, come here take exam wif so low marks beh pai seh ar~~~

Rude Auntie #2: nothing to do wif dat fella ah ma nia~~~ ppl love to take exam wat can u do?

Rude Auntie #1: *speechless*

LoL really funny lo da way they chat~~~ like a boom war~~~ anyway really make me feel dat tis test centre image drop down to da bottom of no way~~~ really LOW CLASS~~~ really peifu (salute) to da lao cha bo who works thr n listen to both of da rude auntie conversation n critics on those candidates~~~ who noes dat lao cha bo oso one of their critic's club member~~~ LoL~~~

ok dat's all lo~~~ c ya my dear readers~~~ do miss ur chubby blogger o~~~

buhbye~~~~~

C.R.E.E.P.

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

And I wish I was special

You're so fuckin' special


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.


I don't care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I'm not around

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.


She's running out again,

She's running out

She's run run run running out...


Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special...


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

I don't belong here.


yup, dat's me~~~ da new me~~~ enjoy~~~!!!

Someone birng me out of here pls~~~

oh pls, someone lead me to other place pls perhaps to da wonderful paradise so dat i will be able to free from tis disaster~~~ is kinda of suffering here many ppl pin pointing on me like i'm an alien here~~~ so sianz, i juz wanna hav a quiet n peaceful life but y u all make me feel like yell-ing n scream-ing all day long? pls la dun always try to force ppl do tis n do dat wif ur own will~~~ i'm a human not a robot~~~ i had enuff really ENUFF~~~ dun push ur limit too far coz i scared dat 1 day if i reach my limit n explode in 1 shot~~~ u might not able to receive it in full~~~ pls spare ur thoughts on other as well dun so self-center OK~~~

I'M TOTALLY NOT OK AT ALL~~~