wat a DOWN day~~~

y ppl always not thankful for wat is given n always ask for more? demanding is fine for me yet over demanding is another case~ u ppl juz dun understand wat kind of stress n thought i hav n had from before until now~ u ppl juz think of monetary method can solve all types of problem? come on, tis world is so unbalance n unequal~ dun expect wat u gav out wif comes back to u in total~ dun keep ask for payback as things doesn't always run according to ur plan~ dun take it for granted as in wat's in ur mind wil b others mind too~ u DUN WAN doesn't mean others DUN WAN ok! think of the BIG PICTURE as in Ms. Janet told me prviously during my management training program~ dun always make decision for others before seek permission from others bcoz u r not always RIGHT wif ur decision~ u dun wan go back visit grandma den dat is ur **** thought but dun influence da other ppl for not visit-ing~ YES, u do hav da right for not going but dun influence others as well~ u think u r ELDERS so u can do anything u wan den let others help u to tapao wat ever sin left by u?

no enuff manpower in shop, even though i know nothing bout da working skill but yet i offer to help out~ bcoz i'm too free in home so i offer to help as in hope to lighten da work load~ but in da end, it is a wrong move as in scold days by days~ come on how much do u all expect i can do as a freshman in urs industry~ even though i watched u all doing all da work since i was young but those skill needed work, u all think is easy to master by 1 or 2 days?

i hate myself~
i hate myself as a member in tis family~
i hate myself for incapable to make u all proud~
i hate myself for unable to b a multi-purpose robot~

how i wish i could die in de next minute~

为何...

为何天空要打雷。。。？？？
为何土地要震动。。。？？？
为何大海要咆哮。。。？？？

为何婴儿要在深夜里大哭。。。？？？

such a meaningful phrases~~~
think bout it~~~

Unsolved~~~

Really dun understand wat they think~~~
given chances to dine outside yet stil troubling others to takeaways for them~~~
really dun understand~~~

objection raised when da idea of takeaway yet stil persist on da takeaway idea~~~
oh pls dun take it for granted
if i said i WONT meaning i WONT~~~

Diuz Lei Lou Mou ar~~~!!!

harlo my dear readers~~~ (if thr is any lar~~~ LoL)

2day been to IDP aka IELTS Test Centre... met 3 auntie (1 lao cha bo + 2 sibeh rude auntie) i tot since it is a language centre, da english standard wil b very very high lor for those staff working thr~~~ but guess wat~~~ I'M TOTALLY WRONG~~~!!! omg, oni da lao cha bo keep talk english wif us n de remaining 2 sibeh rude auntie were totally OUT~~~~ keep Diuz lei lou mou here n thr~~~ erkhem, let me explain in detail wif a some of their conversation... here is goes~~~

Rude Auntie #1: Walao diuz lei lou mou la get 3 point (FYI- highest point for EILTS is 9 lowest is 0) oso dare come take tis exam~~~ Lei lou mou la waste my time mark ur (not my marks ar) OS:come on my english whr got dat sucks~~~ at least 7 marks n above okay~~~ okok continue~~~ tis fella really break our centre records sia~~~

Rude Auntie #2: Lei lou mou la, 3 points is not da lowest record hor~~~ even low mark oso got hor~~~

Rude Auntie #1: walao tis even worst Lei lou mou 1.5 marks oso dare come take exam~~~ Lei ah ma fatt choy meh, come here take exam wif so low marks beh pai seh ar~~~

Rude Auntie #2: nothing to do wif dat fella ah ma nia~~~ ppl love to take exam wat can u do?

Rude Auntie #1: *speechless*

LoL really funny lo da way they chat~~~ like a boom war~~~ anyway really make me feel dat tis test centre image drop down to da bottom of no way~~~ really LOW CLASS~~~ really peifu (salute) to da lao cha bo who works thr n listen to both of da rude auntie conversation n critics on those candidates~~~ who noes dat lao cha bo oso one of their critic's club member~~~ LoL~~~

ok dat's all lo~~~ c ya my dear readers~~~ do miss ur chubby blogger o~~~

buhbye~~~~~

C.R.E.E.P.

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

And I wish I was special

You're so fuckin' special


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.


I don't care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I'm not around

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.


She's running out again,

She's running out

She's run run run running out...


Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special...


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

I don't belong here.


yup, dat's me~~~ da new me~~~ enjoy~~~!!!

Someone birng me out of here pls~~~

oh pls, someone lead me to other place pls perhaps to da wonderful paradise so dat i will be able to free from tis disaster~~~ is kinda of suffering here many ppl pin pointing on me like i'm an alien here~~~ so sianz, i juz wanna hav a quiet n peaceful life but y u all make me feel like yell-ing n scream-ing all day long? pls la dun always try to force ppl do tis n do dat wif ur own will~~~ i'm a human not a robot~~~ i had enuff really ENUFF~~~ dun push ur limit too far coz i scared dat 1 day if i reach my limit n explode in 1 shot~~~ u might not able to receive it in full~~~ pls spare ur thoughts on other as well dun so self-center OK~~~

I'M TOTALLY NOT OK AT ALL~~~

W.H.Y~~~???

Why things will turn out to be like this???

WhY wHy why WHY

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